=)

the feeling has gone..
and i dont know how to get it back..
i dont even know if i want it back..
but it has to come back..
or is it better for it to be gone forever?..
fark..
i hate uncertainties..
i hate the not knowing..
i hate the waiting..
i hate the not being in control..
do i have too much hate in me?..
maybe..
maybe not..
who cares??
do you??
i know i dont..
maybe thats the way to go..
ride out the wave..
without a care in the world..
who knows..
maybe its the right thing to do..