Sakit Jiwa

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IkutNafsuMataButaLidahBisuTelingaPekak
PerutSengkakNaluriMatiTekakSeduJantungBeku
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Ape boleh buat?? Sabar je la yang mampu...

The Struggle Within

hush
quiet
don't say a word
for they might hear you

eyes
closed shut
blocking out the light
so they might not see

sound
silent
dwell with the deaf
as they would want you to listen

fighting away
all the demons
inside little ole me..

Succeeding At Continuously Failing

At every start of a new semester i would tell my self that i would; 

start studyin early.. 

begin attempting my courseworks as soon as they are given..

erase procrastination from my life's dictionary..

be more organized..

yada yada yada...

Well.. 5 semesters have passed..

And every year.. without fail..

I fail to complete all the promises that i made to myself and then some...

BUGGER SELF DISCIPLINE!!!

Exams

Exams...

They SUCK

Enough said...

Randomness Part 1

Randomness approaching~

I just finished watching Nanny McPhee.. i know what you're thinking.. you're probably going "isn't she supposed to be studying??" take a chill pill.. hydrogeology bores the living daylights out of me.. so yeah.. sue me for not forcing myself to read till i'm blue in the face and barfing up unintelligible BS..

Anyhoots.. back to Nanny Mcphee.. It occured to me that she does the whole ugly to pretty(ish) cycle everytime she wants to set some kids straight.. so the ones in the movie cant be the only devillishly naughty kids in all of england.. or wherever it is they're from..

So riddle me this.. if she has to do the routine a lot of time.. wouldn't she experience an identity crisis of some sort.. if it were me.. i would've gone beserk.. ugly-pretty-ugly-pretty-ugly-pretty
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttt!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!

hurm.. i dono.. it's just a thought.. and that signifies the end of randomization (for the time being).. cheerios~